Tuesday, June 8, 2010

been a long, been a long, been a long day

Okay, so I've kept up with this pretty well... Har har. Another round... let's see how this goes.

I guess I haven't updated because there hasn't been much to report. I think the latest news to discuss would be the fact that despite the fact that I am two years older than when I received that diploma and moved myself to the coast, I still live by the Kansas philosophies upon which I was born and raised. Those include trusting people instantly and all-encompassingly until they give you a reason not to. This is the opposite of most that I have found on the coast, who only trust you once you have proven yourself. Regardless, I am coming to terms currently with the first serious sucker punch to my trust since I have moved here.

The thing that irks me, and maybe I'm just totally off base, but I have always considered myself to be a good judge of character. Even now, I'm not sure what happened or that I am off base, despite the actions that suggest to the contrary.

In the long run, this is a blip. No big deal. Not anything to be upset over. But at the current moment, it is disappointing and frustrating and I don't want it to affect the way I openly trust people. One situation. Not worth it.

This is a story about not getting bogged down by things not worth bogging. Anything or one who would do this to you is soooo not worth your time. And karma always comes back around...